My last post was in October of last year and at that time I had no idea that I was already expecting a sweet little baby.  Eugene and I wanted a child so badly, but had come to the conclusion that we would most likely be unable to conceive and surprise, we were wrong.  After a long battle with cancer we had our dog Angel put to sleep on Halloween of last year and the following Wednesday I found out that I am expecting.  The pregnancy has flown by so far and now we're in the home stretch.  There's a big part of me that wants him to come today and another part of me that would be OK with waiting awhile longer.  I'm excited, nervous, and just don't know what to think.