As humans, when it comes to sleeping, we have a tendency to revert back to 5 year olds. Doing whatever we need to avoid the inevitable. I stayed up all night waiting on my husband to get home, I then made him buttermilk pancakes from scratch, and he is currently sleeping on the couch. Meanwhile, I am still fighting sleep and I don't truly understand why. I guess I'm worried that if I lay down I will sleep my whole day away, at this point. My friends are all working or spending time with their loved ones and where am I? Sleeping. So maybe I shouldn't chalk it up to the whole human race. Maybe I'm the only 5 year old in the room, so be it.
I want a baby. Everyone around me is getting pregnant left and right and here I am, barren. I KNOW that right now is NOT the right time but it's hard. I want a baby for selfish reasons anyway. I want some one that loves me more than anyone else :) (Other Than Eugene. lol).
At least my new job looks promising. looks like I'll be free of all the abuse I'm getting currently. It's like I'm waiting for the bomb to drop though, nothing should be that simple.
Ok first of all... I'm mad at you cause you still haven't told me where your new job is! Like why is this a secret? Is it a strip club?!
ReplyDeleteAnd secondly... I doubt you're barren! I thought the same thing. I read that there is only a 20% chance of getting pregnant each month, and it can take even a completely healthy couple up to 12 months. But if you're really worried about it you should try getting opk strips and only trying when you're ovulating. I think it's two days before, the day of, and two days after. But really I wouldn't start worrying until you've done serious trying! It'll be easier than you think, and I can't wait to have a little Ella running around!
And remember, missionary position makes little girls. Doggy style makes boys ;)
you're crazy! lol
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