Life

Life changes so fast. I've found that it's something that I can no longer control. I'm trying to stay positive but things keep bringing me down. I think I'm keeping a pretty positive outlook though.

bea

She only smiles when she's sleeping
but she can't cry when she's awake
Her pseudo smile is fleeting
Everything about her is fake.

Her walls crumble down
Her windows shatter
Her heart hits the ground
Nothing seems to matter

No one can read her face now
Her soul is hers to know
She'll never know how
To just let him go
(I'll finish this later : ) )

Tattoo...woohoo

Wednesday is Valentine's day and because it is Wednesday I have plans. Note; not because it is valentine's day but because it is Wednesday..I have plans. Wednesdays are my days off and every Wednesday for the past few weeks I've been going to starbucks with Nick (and on occasion other friends). Angel and I have dinner plans that we made before I realized it was Valentine's day but now I'm glad, who better to spend Valentine's day with than two of my best friends. S o, after dinner Angel and I will be going to get my tattoo, or that's the plan anyway. I'm excited but scared at the same time. It's not the pain that scares me- I think I can handle it. It's the fact that this is something that I'll never be able to get rid of. I'll be getting it in the center of my back : )

Did I really come up with that name?

Point- Blank. I don't remember if I thought of that or not- but it's pretty stinking awesome.

First

Okay, So I have no idea what I'm doing. I had never even heard of this site until a friend showed me hers. I'll try to keep my blog updated but between xanga, myspace, and facebook... it's gonna get hard.