I know now where I went wrong with you. I chose you.
It's good though. You've done me the biggest favor that anyone ever could. Yes, you.
You've made me appreciate every good man I have or will ever have in my life. Oh, you've also made them easier to spot. So, they may not always say the right things. They may not always do the right things either. You always made it seem like you were saying and doing the right things though. You weren't. As for charm, it's over rated. Stability however, is not. When things get rough you lose your charm but stability was never a part of your life to begin with. So, when your charm is no where to be seen you have nothing else to show, not even sanity for that matter. Which is understandable considering your "mild" drug use . Even with all things considered I still appreciate you...maybe I'm just that crazy. You are exactly what I do not want in a relationship(of any kind), but with you I proved something to myself and you completely changed me as a human. I fell pretty hard for you even thought i knew your faults up front, I still saw the good in you. Don't be flattered please, i do this with everyone. I told you things about me, my past, my family that i had never told anyone else and i trusted you because i assumed that some one that treated themselves the way you did had been through some bad stuff. You grew up in the effing burbs...I'm so sorry about your luck.